Issues

Did a fair bit of walking today. Always see instances like these as opportunities to air out more intimate thoughts. I'm not ready, I decide. The worst thing you can do is jump into something without the necessary prerequisites, applies for academic choices as it does for affairs of the heart. I question my ability to love anyone, explore his entity, disgustingly ironic seeing how desperate I am sometimes for someone to do the same. For the destructive interferences of our quirks and habits; souls. I struggle enough to love myself. These things will have to wait but yet I prophesy myself foolishly taking yet another leap of faith because loneliness always triumphs.